so, ever know whats it's like to be completely alone on a holiday? Maybe, you might have. But yea, I was completely alone today, I didn't even get to go see fireworks. Just sat at home staring up at the ceiling wondering how this happened. But I know how it happened and I keep kicking myself in the ass for it. But I'm alone now. And then I found out my digital camera is broken. The screen broke. Terrific. My comp wont work cuz it has viruses in it, so I can't burn music. From whats been happening lately with me, I've now realized I've slipped into the very 7th circle of hell. I'm not on good terms with chris's family, had to move out, had to quit my job. yay. woopee. so i hope everyone else had a fun holiday, i'm just gonna go crawl into bed and wish for morning, maybe tomorrow will be better....maybe.